Sunday, February 7, 2010

Just one of those days...

Our life is filled with many days that are overflowing with joy and contentment. Then there are days like this... Or weekends like this.

My convention was good and professionally fulfilling but I was on my own nearly the whole time. Belinda was unable to come and so I had a huge condo to myself and the quiet was just... too quiet. I had a lot of free time to myself and just wasn't in the mood to do it alone. Then I came home to what now is the new norm and parented solo most of the weekend with Jason working. I missed Zumba Praise and Worship and it just wasn't the same to do it alone on Saturday.We didn't have lifegroup tonight because of superbowl. Then the party we planned to attend was canceled.

It has just been 5 days of disconnect for me and I have spent most of the day on the verge of tears. I hate feeling emotional and weepy. It's silly and immature but I can't seem to shake it.

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